04/25/2008 Anniversary

we've been thru the highest mountain , the deepest sea , the burning volcano ... we have been through lot of ups and downs finally it come to 4 month for us ... it was such a great time for us , agree baby ? yes of course i'm very enjoying the time we spend together.. when you with me all the time it was such a wonderful and fairy tale dream appear for me!! baby i love you so muchie!! baby .. i know today you are sick , and was very bad until you need to go for doctor., i wish you get well soon on this difficult time in your life , as what i always said .. you can make it and you are growing mature by mature each days ... since the day you left me today is the fifth day without you by my side . what sad me most was when i was finding my shirt just now , i realise you forget to bring back your dress , and i was very sad once i look at the sad .. nothing can be left inside my room .. your slipper , your shampoo , your dress , your hair oil .. everything remind me our sweet time spending together .. it really sad and sometime i wish i could lock my door and be a crying cat alone! am i useless? baby i dont know what i can do sometime when i was alone , ... really miss your smile , your joke , your hug , your kiss to me... i really realise since the day you leave me from here i really cant make myself stop thinking of our wonderful and sweet time ... if they is really a forever appear in this world , i believe me and you will be forever and ever loving each other until our tooth has drop , hair to white ,.... i love you !!!