
Wednesday, December 19, 2007


My bedroom , heheeh with a christmas stocking pin at the door , santa claus please fill my shoes with love and happiness! i'm desperate for love , and care from her which does effect my life , my future , my life and my everything ? i wish everyone Merry Christmas and enjoy your night to the fullest including myself , and at here i wish her merry christmas as well and happy everydays! i love youu muchie!Muaksssssss

My Lonely Soup
Before !!

Mmmm this morning preparing soup for myself instead of maggi mee everydays and get bored with it , as usually i will cook something for myself before get my ass to the bed oooo , yes i admit it was a easy job for this right ? mmmm you cook lo sart sart jianggggg!! and someone early in the morning tell me , that's someone bring breakfast for her to eat la ? so for this soup ? hahahaha i eat myself looo , soon i will back to my lonely world and eat everything lonely as before i used to it !!! honestly i don't know why i was angry looo ... you guess ? chee bye la!! myself also don't know why!

Mmmm this morning preparing soup for myself instead of maggi mee everydays and get bored with it , as usually i will cook something for myself before get my ass to the bed oooo , yes i admit it was a easy job for this right ? mmmm you cook lo sart sart jianggggg!! and someone early in the morning tell me , that's someone bring breakfast for her to eat la ? so for this soup ? hahahaha i eat myself looo , soon i will back to my lonely world and eat everything lonely as before i used to it !!! honestly i don't know why i was angry looo ... you guess ? chee bye la!! myself also don't know why!
Supper last night
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Little bit bout myself
mmmm.this is should be a very very first write regarding myself! my roommate , my buddy and my love one complain that i didn't write anything about myself in this blog ? here you go all brother and sisters .... this is my life , my journey , my everything to share with all the one i love and i care... I'm 24 this years .. and keep moving until the day i die , .. I'm away from my home sweet home!,what i mean is lim beh now working overseas .. when i look into my mind , i just realise time past really fast , already 4 years I've been working away from my home sweet home! and everything is moving forward , i don't know i can start writing about myself from which part? course my past few years is really like a white blank paper , waiting for paper to put me into the shredding machine... i have a very bad pass , which it was nearly make myself the useless people on earth .. but lucky i change into new leaf which i took granted from which place i was fall , and get up be a real man .... a lot pf people will wondering what i was doing this few years ? and leaving hometown for few years ? and did i change ? or improving myself like everyone on earth , moving forward and be mature ? sometime i can answer this with a fire burning in my heart !! YES i am moving forward and improving , but sometime i will just keep quiet and can't answer ... reason is ? i dont know what i was improving or moving forward ? a alot of buddy say , or friend they just love the way when i was at vietnam! or other country instead of miri , although they know that i'm going back miri ! hahahha weird ? i'm totally different person , when i was at here or miri ! this is what they said , i am agree with waht they said , and i just went back this time , miri! 03rd this month until 10rd in between this few days , should be a very happy for my family but everything is get fucked up by my own hands!!! i really hate myself , and keep asking myself why why and why ?? why i need to do this and everyone near me is getting hurt because of my bad character! and everyone is wondering when i will wake up once again ?? 2008 is like a alarm to wake me up from a bad bed! yes yes i am waken by 2008!
My Vietnam House Guard! Lovely & Cute!

AK:OOo.... Lei la.......
BY:KOoo.....ngo you sek pau...
AK:ha?? sek pau?? .....hou zhou wo , ngo pong nei man ha.... yau mou sin!..
BY:Ngo mmmm diu!! ... ngo you sek o... nei pong ngo mai la!!!
AK:-_-....hou hou , ngo pong nei mai....
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Miss youuuuuu
another busy saturday night for myself , can't even breath when our peak hour is running! oh my god! today i seem to be no need to stick with boss , but suddenly my colleague laptop got problem lastly i still need to stick with him for a while , and i'll need to done all phone job! when time at 10.30am i just realise i have a lot of lot of job need to be follow up before time reach 11.00 , when i check my notebook seem to be impossible ! but at last i done it before time reach 11.00am , cool ha , by should be sleeping at this hour ? or angry me ? for what i've send her just now ? don't mean for what i've send lo , tonight she going out dinner steamboat with her family , after that going to phoenix singing but i can't accompany her to go there even to pick up her when she is finish singing! as usual we'll text each other when i was not that busy or her she was free . I believe nobody will like it at all .. i could not see her and don't know what she is doing , worrying she will meet someone bad or ? . .. . don't know i just don't like this but ? how ? did i have another way to choose ? maybe but i prefer my situation right now , she still have a time for her study and i still have my time for my job although we might just meet few times a years or maybe less ? i believe this is the way to strengthen our relationship is god who arrange this , so god will help me to decide eveything right now .... i hope you will treat me as a prince and the same as me! cherish every moment we've together and build our love wall as strenght as we can .. love you!
Saturday, December 15, 2007
The first day she upload our picture into her friendster!

kk, this is the first time she upload our first first picture taken at miri , when i was going back into her friendster!! i couldn't believe she will doing this and so soon! hahahaahah don't kick me please!! I'm just too happy and don't know how to describe it here.. i just hope you will reading this every time checking our blog , course i will update it whenever i have the time to do so .....i guess we'll meet each other soon again , if everything working well for me here and they will approve my holidays loooo .. that's mean will meeting each other again after 9 more days ya and promise will take a lot a lot of picture and update hereeeeeeee hehehe but i don't know if we do really meet , how much time will you spend on me again ?? and will i cherish the moment ? for me i will won't think double and answer YES!! i will cherish our time when we've spend together!! it only depend on you ma!!! huh!?!?!? i just finish bath , and will going to sleep soon! sleep tight and miss ya!!!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
04/12/2007 Marriort!


First pic , when i was a bit *Drunk*

*Our very first picture taken at -Miri- ! this is just a beginning of a very sweet and happiness journey as what i always wish it was!! , so in this blog is actually for me and her to drop all my feelings when she is not with me all the moment so do her , express my feelings all i wish to share to her and write it at here , so in future i will trying to post of more pic coming if possible for me to meet princess *wong* again and cherish all the moment we going through , road is full of hole and river but i believe both of us will went through together!
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